I’m referencing this post, in which I thought I could lose
40-50 pounds by July. It seemed feasible
at the time, but it’s been really hard to stay on the wagon. So, I guess I didn’t lie, but I was seriously
mistaken. I got off for another weekend because the week had been so hard and
before I got back on the wagon I weighed myself and found, that even though I
had eaten pretty healthy while “off the wagon,” I had gained 4 lbs.! FTW!
So, that was depressing and I stayed off and ate some crap for a couple
days before hoping back on. Now, I’m
back down to where I was before getting off.
I’ve also decided to make one day a week a cheat day. That does not mean that I eat crap. That means that I stay on for most of the day
and pick one meal, lunch or dinner, to go out to eat. That also means that I should work out in
some shape or form on that day. I picked
Tuesday. There are a couple reasons that
I picked Tuesday. First, if I have
enough willpower to make it through the weekend AND Monday without getting off
the wagon, I deserve a treat (or at least I think so). Second, Tuesdays are Taco Tuesdays where a
local Mexican restaurant has half off appetizers, 1$ tacos, and BOGO
booze. Yes, I will take a huge BOGO
margarita….nom nom nom. Being in
Colorado, the Mexican food it NOT good, however, it’s decent. It’ll do.
A positive thing to this, on again off again meal plan, I am
realizing just how shitty I feel when I’m off.
It’s making me second-guess my cravings.
Do I really want pizza and a blizzard?
The emotional side of me says “yes”….my body afterwards says, “WTF did
you do to me!?” So even tough I haven’t
lost as much weight as I wanted to by now, I think more importantly, I’m
learning to eat healthier. I’ve still
got a long way to go, but it’s a process.
Just like I didn’t gain all the weigh over night, it’s not going to come
off over night and I’m not going to learn to eat correctly over night either.
I recently read the info graphic below about real hunger vs. physical hunger and it really helped me realize that I mostly feel emotional
hunger. For years now, I haven’t really
known what hunger feels like. I have
cravings and that’s not hunger. I also
never feel satisfied when I eat, no matter if it’s healthy or not. These I guess are medical problems that may
resolve themselves the more I learn about eating correctly and the less crap I eat.
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And as for that exercise part that I mentioned earlier. I’m trying to walk at least 3 times a week,
and for at least 30 minutes, and at least 3 miles. Lots of 3’s.
The weather hasn’t been very helpful.
I like to walk outside, treadmills are NOT my style and it keeps snowing
and being super windy. That’s not fun
when you need to walk.
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